Just this side of crazy
January 22, 2009 Uncategorized
Today is one of those days, you know the ones? The ones that make you feel like something isn’t right, that something bad is just around the corner . I can’t seem to shake this feeling ..
Could it be that I’m frustrated that my husband is 3000 miles away living in Tampa, FL? Or the fact that I’ve really not had a conversation with him since Saturday? And – that conversation was very strained.
Or the fact that I feel like poo and have laryngitis? It’s hard for a chatter box like me to slow down her talking – yannno?
I hate that my tippy toe is just right over the line – that side of life’s crazyassedness. I’m so tired – emotionally, physically .. and I’m probably a total wench to be around. It bothers me that I can NOT keep my emotions in check – poor world has to tolerate my crying and crankybitchyness.
Thankfully our son is so busy with basketball, school and girls that he isn’t clued into his Mom feeling like a crazed, one eyed, snarky bitch.
I has to get better.. I know it will, however being patient isn’t one of my strong points in life. .
Thank GOD tomorrow is a new day..
Today sucked.
